Friday, June 06, 2014

Questions Answered

Thought I'd take a little time to answer some questions from what I've determined is my favorite website right now.

  1. If a doctor gave you five years to live, what would you try to accomplish?
  2. What is the difference between falling in love and being in love?
  3. Who do you think stands between you and happiness?

1. This is a timely question because I randomly read an article about the actress, Kate Hudson yesterday. Kate has this fly by the seat of her pants attitude. Real bohemian. She does daily meditations and whatever she wants to do, she does. She exercises by dancing around to music intensely until she's tired out and then does an interview immediately afterwards with sweat in her hair. That kind of attitude is so cool to me. If I had 5 years to live, I would cash out of savings and do whatever the heck I want to do. One of those things would HAVE to be traveling. I would dance more too - take some classes. I would also take more photos. Not of other people like I do now. I would capture more of my experiences and take photos of people I meet and places I see. I would then compile them right before I passed to leave them for my family. I would explore more. My city and others have so many gems to be seen. A friend just texted me asking me for furniture spots in DC. I told her I do all my shopping online which is a shame because there are probably all sorts of cool places sprinkled around the city. Oh, I would also see a lot of live music. All kinds of music. I don't care what it is. Long story short, I would try to accomplish the feeling of freedom, love and peace. Real bohemian of me huh?

2. The difference is that one is short term and the other is long term.

3. What ultimately stands between me and happiness is this current dark, twisted, festering system and the imperfection that feeds it. Happiness looks like not having to grind for a human/corporation who can give two craps about me, having a family with mini-mes or opposite-of-mes (lol), dealing with people who just want to love and do for others all the time. But while I'm living in it, what stands between me and happiness is...hmm... I don't know. I feel like the right answer should be 'myself', but I'm not sure if I would be true to my feelings if I said that. I know it's probably true. I mean it always comes back to ourselves. But taking a step back, this question assumes that I'm not already happy. I'm happy given the circumstances of this world. 

Here's another deep question. What gives your life meaning? 
I just sent texted this out to a group. Hard question to answer. What say you?

Thursday, June 05, 2014

The Ride of Our Lives

I said it once, I said it twice, I said it three times and I have to say it again. Has a song every captured your heart so obsessively that you write a blog about it every single time you hear it?

I gave love one more last time
Not what I expected, it was true perfection
Still I wasn’t sure you fit my rhyme
Like a poets letter streaming words together forever
Then you gave me life through a precious little girl
She changed my focus and helped me notice
That that’s what love is

I wanted it
You wanted it
We had to see
What this felt like
We wanted it
Once we got to it
We had a peek
Spending way more time
Somehow this feeling
Is kinda splendid
Once we start
We shifted into overdrive
What we both wanted
Now we both on it
The ride of our lives

I knew from the first glance, I was frozen
Fresh like a photo car on the show floor
Staring at perfection, gone in 60 seconds
Instant upgrade with this affection
As the passion rose like a speedometer
On the dashboard, I put my petal to the floor
I put it right there, and I floated right through your front door
That’s what the seat belt is for

I wanted it
You wanted it
We had to see
What this felt like
We wanted it
Once we got to it
We had a peek
Spending way more time
Somehow this feeling
Is kinda splendid
Once we start
We shifted into overdrive
What we both wanted
Now we both on it
The ride of our lives

Let’s take it to the next level
You made me rearrange my life for you
We never knew how special
And I know that’s it worth it, I know that it’s worth it
This life’s so incredible
Cuz I see the same look in that little girl’s eyes
We both make it work
We’re gonna make it work

Cuz I’ve earned the right to say this time

- Jon B.

This song makes me remember who I am and what I want and what my life is about. It re-centers me and helps me to find myself again. I can't explain it. It's like my light is dimmed. Certain parts of me are suppressed. My values and desires are compromised. And then, all of a sudden, I hear the twinkling intro and I remember who I am. This song is everything I want and has every sentiment I've ever dreamed of having in my life as a woman. It touches me over and over and over again. 

Love
Romance
Sweetness
Tenderness
Family
Children
Passion
Connection
Soul mate
Special
Femininity
Partnership
Companionship
Chemistry
Desire
Harmony

I feel all of this and more. This song means everything to me because it represents everything I ever wanted my life to be.

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