Monday, March 30, 2009


There are a couple of things that I need to say. I didn't realize that I had pent up frustration in me but I guess I do.

There is this African guy who works in my group who is freaking me out. Everytime I look up, he's staring at me!! What n*&#!@ ?!! What in the world are you looking at!? I don't really need to work with him in any capacity except one, but he keeps on sending me these emails pertaining to things I don't do! You know that I don't touch billing dude! Come on. Leave me alone!

If one more person comments on the way I eat or don't eat, I'm going to scream. Why is it so abnormal that I like to eat "right" portions? No I don't like to have a whole bunch of stuff on my plate, nor do I like a whole bunch of food in my face. It overwhelms me. So what?! I don't value food like the typical Klump family member. Sue me. Geez! Actually, just like it would hurt a fat person's feelings to grab a chunk of their fat and comment on it, it hurts my feelings when people put their fingers around my wrist and looks at me oddly. I am NOT skinny. Slender yes, but not skinny. I wish people would stop acting like something is wrong with me. It is NOT okay.

I'm just venting. I deal with whatever though. It's just people. Imperfect people.


[Emeritus] said...

1. for the answer to the staring, read this blog:

2. I HATE THAT TOO!!! sometimes i just want to scream at the top of my lungs: WHY DO YOU CARE? why do you want me to be fat like you.

instead i just mumble a quick : Jesus keep me near the cross.


ps: are still able to get me in touch with your contact at your previous magazine job?

T.C. said...

you are right...people being all in your face isn't right
or people talking about someone being a BIG girl or HUGE and referring to someone else but you fit those "stats" i mean WOW...but then you aren't fat...CLASSIC

we all are imperfect...ya know...

but don't worry about what others say its always easier for people to judge the outside...instead of looking within...

and about stalkers are the WORSE

But maybe it's just me... said...

Why do I have to feel you on both of these??

1. I'm not sure what it is, but sometimes folks don't get or don't choose to get the boundaries. I know how annoying that staring/pushy thing can be.

2. Ha. This is something that DRIVES me. Sometimes I want to say to people...YES, I AM SLIM - GET OVER IT!!! Like you would be out of line to roll up to heavyset folks and gush about how overweight they are. So stop sweating me about my lack of obesity!!! And considering how 'small' my stomach is, one would think people would be able to make the correlation that I won't/can't eat several large plates of food at time. Sheesh.

What I'm trying to say is...I feel you. :)

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