When?

I was on the plaza doing my WT and studying for next week's Bible study when I looked up and saw a woman dressed in all white with a lace veil blowing in the wind. Aww shoot. She's taking her wedding photographs. After completing my studies, I spotted the white balloons and out of curiousity tiptoed over, even though I knew I might cry or get sick to my stomach. I stook there for a few moments with my Bible in my right hand while both groom and bride said their I do's. Right on cue, my eyes started to burn. I realized I was only torturing myself and immediately turned on my heels to walk away. When will I be okay?